went to a ...

went to a smallish party at saff's the other night, fist time in a while. got into this weird convo with todd. apparently he thinks i'm a "total rockstar." aw, shucks, i'm blushing.also watched that horrid video from the christmas bash they threw. i am never getting drunk again. NEVER AGAIN. (unfortunately, this resolution will probably last 2 days at the most.) it was pretty damn humiliating, especially watching saff, sio, and i dancing on the table, which had been but a vague memory before watching the video. and my rant on today's "rock," which was so slurred you could barely understand a word i was saying. thank god for small mercies.talked to elise last night! oh, i miss my girl! :( she's giving up her apartment here. i'll miss the adventures under the sidewalk, the hidden doors, the ghost, fortunato's grave... i still have a scar from that one night when i burned my arm exploring the underground passage. when she comes back she'll be living with zeph. ooooooooooh dear. i'm losing my best partner in crime to a boy and it sucks! but right now i just want her back in boston, i'll complain about her being on a leash later.I NEED A FUCKING JOB!